She also claims to have been
raised Mormon and has bizarro
porn-rot ideas of what straight sex looks like.
i need a straight man with meta going apeshit on a woman, drooling and barking like he's got rabies. where's my dirtbag hairy asshole who fucks like a monkey rep at???
What in god's name could a woman with a 1" clit do to even come close to going "apeshit" on another woman with it? Not to be crass, but with the average growth a pooner gets on T, I would be shocked if she even feels it.
While she's obviously all sorts of mentally fucked from her upbringing, maybe controversial (?) take but I actually doubt she's a lesbian (or "straight" trans man). PL but even in my pooner days, I didn't know many bona fide lesbian pooners who were
this obsessed with dick and balls. The way she writes about "fat nuts" with such loving prose feels less like a desperate lesbian ftm projecting onto some warped idea of manhood and more like repressed bisexual woman on T who is clinging to being "straight" (read, homosexual) as validation of her totally true and honest transsexuality, unlike those Aidens who have PIV sex with men or bi women (BLEGHCK!!!).
There's just too many pooners who go on T and develop weirder and weirder fetishes as they get lost in goon caves, stuff like vaginal prolapses or bestiality or rape porn or whatever. I've seen pooners who go on T and start dating/fucking men after years of being out lesbians. HRT "changing sexuality" is a very well-documented phenomenon in the tranny world. (Second schizo theory: this is less about HRT's ability to change orientation, and more about its impact on libido in men/women.)
Hell, they don't even have to go on T to go off the deep end (though it helps), Autumn/puppychan is a good example of this. And also of my schizo tinfoil that pooners others read as 'lesbian' because they crow about wanting to fuck women are just repressed bi women who are pornrotted to hell and back. (Autumn in particular is so clearly not into pussy that it's actually comical anyone would read her as a lesbian. She's a dime a dozen bi woman with a futa fetish. It's like the total flip side of pseudobisexuality in AGPs, I guess? The troonacy and sexual deviancy makes it so that their sexuality goes beyond what conventional labels can hope to cover.) All that to say, it wouldn't be shocking if such a woman drawn to trooning out in the first place
and being put on T (a libido enhancer) had developed a fetish for "swinging balls" and horse genitalia. Doubly so if she was a repressed bi, or even just a Kinsey 4-5 pre-T.