Productive discussions happen all over this forum, you just aren't "True & Honest" so you can't see those threads. If you scroll down to the bottom of the forum there are ways to purchase KiwiGold

which can be used to access the depths of the website that are currently unavailable to you.
In all seriousness, the issue here is you. Everything I've read (which admittedly wasn't everything) from you either raises a gayop/fed red flag (which is why you're getting non-serious or scornful answers) or comes off as trolling (which is why you're getting non-serious or scornful answers).
Until I see Null post "This lady is legit because trust me bro" I can only assume you're a larping troll. In which case, good job. 25 pages in two days is a decent response rate.
Edit: If not, reach out to Null to be verified as the person you say you are. You'll get slightly less mockery.