💥 Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy

[Falcon Sebben]

She could just have a dirty vag. I doubt she's cleaning it the way she should, especially after she has her period. There are lots of infections that could be responsible for a bad odor but unless she says what it smells like (I don't really want to know), it's hard to say which one she may have.

Oh yeah I'm totally behind this. She's admitted to not washing her sex toys and back in the day with the infamous video where her mother is yelling at her to take a shower means her hygiene is next to nil.

I don't believe she has syphilis because she would have totally told Facebook about the chancres and the rash.

Oh I don't believe it either but it was more that syphillis can destroy your brain leading to changes in personality.

Also lol. Lmao even.

Maybe if you saw others as fellow humans and at least pretended to care about them and what they say, they wouldn't be "starving" you of attention now, Ashtray.

Or, you know, stop posting shit online and go out and meet actual people.

There's needy and then there's this shit.

Is pixy implying she was molested by her father or is she trying to make him feel guilty for not protecting her when she was molested? Either way I beleive this is new information, I have been following her for a decade and never heard about Pixy being molested before.

I think the molestation is from when she was younger and was the town bicycle and would have sex with any guy as she lacked any self-esteem. Back then she was okay with it. Now that she's a real manly man it was rape. Like the rape ghost trying to force a ring on her finger. All I'm saying about rape ghosts is she looks nothing like Barbara Hershey.

 

[Phouquehead]

Or, you know, stop posting shit online and go out and meet actual people.

But she does go out quite frequently, and hilariously people try to ignore her IRL as much as possible too. She was even an outcast at some pride event this summer because of her shit attitude and probably her godawful cosplay. She doesn't want to fit in or get along with anyone, online or offline. Even while her LARP group seems to tolerate her, it's not enough. She wants to be worshipped just for existing.

As for this new molestation claim, it hurts that there's a very good chance she's making it up, possibly as another part of her intersex larp: she was coerced into being female therefore she was touched inappropriately at some point. It's interesting that she says "as a child" and not as an adult when she was having group sex with local freaks because it made her feel wanted... until it hurt too much and decided that must mean she's not female. The fact that she's never brought this up until now is extremely suspicious. If it's not true, I really think she's just reading way too many shota and pooner headcanon fanfics and got into her head that gay, trans and intersex men were all likely molested in their childhood. She was definitely traumatized in some way throughout her life but not in the grandiose way she wants. No one gives a shit about awkward weebs with micromanaging narc moms who become internet laughing stocks; it's more socially acceptable to demonize the father for CSA and of course, be a poor little discriminated LGBTQRSTUV on top of that.

On the other hand, Sarah's been trying to disown her father for almost as long as she's been a lolcow. Back then it was because he isn't Japanese. We know almost nothing about Mr Guilbeaux other than he's stuck living with two psycho women and is mostly powerless against them. Until now, his worthless daughter has only bitched about all the arguments she has with him whenever he tells her or asks her to do something reasonable. All he just wants the retard to clean up after herself and make an effort to find/keep a job and she acts like he's literally Hitler. Now he's apparently guilty of bad touch (or guilty for letting it happen?). Either acting like a spoiled cunt child at 38 didn't get enough pity so Ashtray's upping the ante, or her dad really isn't the innocent scapegoat in this clusterfuck family.

Additionally, she's also writing shota fics herself to process this trauma that might not have even happened. Lack of screenshots of the conversation in question could mean this is also bullshit though. As much as Ashtray overshares, much of her life is still a mystery because of all the layers of delusion even in her private conversations with others. Plus her asspatters/weens don't want to dox themselves I guess.

 

[Vampirella]

On the other hand, Sarah's been trying to disown her father for almost as long as she's been a lolcow. Back then it was because he isn't Japanese. We know almost nothing about Mr Guilbeaux other than he's stuck living with two psycho women and is mostly powerless against them.

I get the feeling that her dad is a fucking doormat that isn't ever going to leave his crazy wife because she's abused him in to staying.

Pixy was screwed from birth with a crazy mom that tries to live though her and a spineless dad. Now Pixy is old and ugly neet and I bet her mom hates her for it. I kind of feel bad for her father having to live with that for potentially the rest of his life. I'm not surprised that both her and her mom could be NPD.

 

[Dysnomia]

Is it common for pooners to fabricate trauma and gender coercion? Like "I was never a girl but my parents made me dress as one", when there is no proof at all that they didn't enjoy pink Barbie dresses and big hairbows?

Because Pixy always seemed happy in her ill-fitting sweet loli dresses and uniforms. She enjoyed kimono and wanted a graduation kimono because her totally Nipponese self never got one. She was pretty excited to wear it in photoshoots and to cons. So it's very out of the blue to hear that she never wanted to dress female.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Is it common for pooners to fabricate trauma and gender coercion? Like "I was never a girl but my parents made me dress as one", when there is no proof at all that they didn't enjoy pink Barbie dresses and big hairbows?

Because Pixy always seemed happy in her ill-fitting sweet loli dresses and uniforms. She enjoyed kimono and wanted a graduation kimono because her totally Nipponese self never got one. She was pretty excited to wear it in photoshoots and to cons. So it's very out of the blue to hear that she never wanted to dress female.

No I think it's just Pixy being Pixy and trying to convince herself that this happened because she can't cope with reality.

But she does go out quite frequently, and hilariously people try to ignore her IRL as much as possible too. She was even an outcast at some pride event this summer because of her shit attitude and probably her godawful cosplay. She doesn't want to fit in or get along with anyone, online or offline. Even while her LARP group seems to tolerate her, it's not enough. She wants to be worshipped just for existing.

That was kinda what I was getting at. She's tired of being ignored online and can't force people to read and react to your stuff. So instead of going online she needs to go out and meet real people. If they ignore you too it usually means people will ignore you because you're not interesting enough for them to warrant taking an interest in you. Either this means find people who do or work on yourself.

But since Pixy thinks everything about her is perfect and she's always right... that's never going to happen.

 

[Meowzers]

Is it common for pooners to fabricate trauma and gender coercion? Like "I was never a girl but my parents made me dress as one", when there is no proof at all that they didn't enjoy pink Barbie dresses and big hairbows?

Because Pixy always seemed happy in her ill-fitting sweet loli dresses and uniforms. She enjoyed kimono and wanted a graduation kimono because her totally Nipponese self never got one. She was pretty excited to wear it in photoshoots and to cons. So it's very out of the blue to hear that she never wanted to dress female.

tbh i don't think she was all that happy doing the lolita and kimonos and stuff. she was always so preoccupied with better cosplayers and prettier girls and her weight and iirc stopped going to conventions and meet ups entirely because of it. i don't necessarily think it's a gender thing, though. i just think she's a miserable person period. cosplay is the closest thing she has to a passion and even then it still upsets her because she can't deal with the social/community aspect of cosplaying. but at the same time, i don't think she's entirely content just taking her own little photoshoots in the park with tripod-san. she wants attention for her cosplays clearly but only positive attention, which is fair. but in her delusional mind, 90% of anything said or done (IE doing a better cosplay than her) is a personal attack.

 

[Dysnomia]

That was kinda what I was getting at. She's tired of being ignored online and can't force people to read and react to your stuff. So instead of going online she needs to go out and meet real people. If they ignore you too it usually means people will ignore you because you're not interesting enough for them to warrant taking an interest in you. Either this means find people who do or work on yourself.

But since Pixy thinks everything about her is perfect and she's always right... that's never going to happen.

I think her followers are tired of hearing her complain about everything under the sun being a personal attack. And the constant "It hurts! Help! I'm HUMAN!" stuff gets really irritating fast. She's had a few meltdowns in public and that probably doesn't help. Imagine you see Pixy at some art event and remember her as the weird cosplayer that had a tantrum over pronouns and hormonal tasting burgers at Whataburger.

This is exactly why she needs to try her best to act normal while working at Walmart. Lots of people in her community are going to shop there. They are going to recognise her elsewhere. Especially if she starts screaming at some poor sap for calling her "ma'am".

Pixy can't get an active social life because of Pixy. She's doing this to herself. But as you said, she isn't going to work on herself. Everyone else is the problem.

but in her delusional mind, 90% of anything said or done (IE doing a better cosplay than her) is a personal attack.

She really did have a seething hatred of other Yunas. She was a chubby lady stumbling around on the beach like a drunken hippo while these thin Asian girls were moving fluidly just like they were in the FMV. Pixy hated that.

None of these other cosplayers attacked her or knew who she was. But Pixy always acted like the entire cosplay world was against her. Why she went out in public in that Rainbow Mika monstrosity is still baffling me. It is hands down the worst cosplay she ever did. Totally wrong for her body size and proportions. I have no idea why she even chose it. I was wondering if some nasty guy talked her into it or if she was jealous of some cute Asian cosplayer.

 

[Tiresome]

This is exactly why she needs to try her best to act normal

 

[Phouquehead]

Sarah's fucking weird trauma-inspired writing has been found. Everything on there is either from 2019 or this year. It's not just fanfics and porn either, there's some original fiction too that is both semi and fully autobiographical.

Spoiler: Excerpts from the original pieces

From "Danny Boy." Supposed to be an original story but the protagonist is blatantly based off herself.


Most of "Lonely Heart." Only 31 years were stolen? What made the remaining 7 any better? Was she diddled at age 7-8? Or is she referring to her life up until she came out as trans in 2016-17?


"Parental Despair." Holy shit, she better not be making this up for attention. WTF, did Debbie drag her to a hotel after a manic fight with Mr. Guilbeaux or another relative and then drug Sarah to get her to sleep/stop crying?


From "My Decision." Public chair humping confirmed.


From "Sinister Rainbow" PLEASE GOD INSTITUTIONALIZE THIS BITCH NOW

Not bothering with all the underage anal rape Kingdom Hearts or older, mostly non-sexual fics since I've contaminated my phone enough with Sarah's brain diseases. But the big takeaway from all of this is that she feels entitled to publicly post whatever depraved shit crosses her mind because people were/are mean to her and Debbie's abuse might be even worse than we thought.

Spoiler: One more excerpt though because I hate myself

From 2019, apparently based on an anime I never heard of. Reminds me an awful lot of the infamous foursome(s) but she makes it sound like this based on a childhood memory. CSA victim to pooner pipeline is 1000% legit but it's so hard to believe anything that Pixy writes.

This rabbit hole is too much. As long as she keeps sabotaging herself and blowing off every single person that tries to help her, her future as a raving bag lady, I mean MAN, is all but inevitable.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

I think her followers are tired of hearing her complain about everything under the sun being a personal attack.

Wouldn't you? We've all known somebody who whenever a conversation happens they have to make it about themselves. Or whenever you bring something up they need to one up you. Worked with a woman like this before. Nobody liked her for that exact reason.

I have no idea why she even chose it. I was wondering if some nasty guy talked her into it or if she was jealous of some cute Asian cosplayer.

It's because she sees herself as some ugu totemo kawaii idoru desu desu and not the fat chick with the pooping poses. There's videos of her "dancing" and you can tell she thinks she's looking really cute and feminine. While in reality we're all scared that the crazy lady dressing an outfit that's too small for her is going to snap and go nuts.

Sarah's fucking weird trauma-inspired writing has been found. Everything on there is either from 2019 or this year. It's not just fanfics and porn either, there's some original fiction too that is both semi and fully autobiographical.

Her writing is exactly as I expected it to be. Incomprehensible and overly dramatic to the point of being nauseating.

And looks like we were right. She thinks she has a stomach penis and her rocking back and forth while putting a fist to her stomach is her idea of having sex with it. Don't ask how such a thing would work, crazy people are not known for putting deep thought into their lunacy.

 

[Trombonista]

"I will not brainwashed"

I think I figured out the real reason Pixy isn't an English teacher.

 

[Dysnomia]

I don't think it's normal for male teachers to hump their chairs, Pixy. You failed as a teacher because you were wearing inappropriate clothing then whining about how unfair it was. Like all your other jobs someone else was the problem. It's never you.

Sarah's fucking weird trauma-inspired writing has been found. Everything on there is either from 2019 or this year. It's not just fanfics and porn either, there's some original fiction too that is both semi and fully autobiographical.

I archived My Decision just in case she DFE's. Anyone interested should read it. It gives some insight into the word salad she uses to describe her alleged maleness.

https://archive.ph/fpoDu

Well I have a clearer idea of what "It's urgent" means. As clear as you can get from all this anyway.

Bonus fun! Here's the description of one of her Riku/Sora fics!

Spoiler: Spoilered to avoid excessive need of mind bleach

Sora loves intimacy with Riku. Love with Riku was so easy. No matter how they expressed their love to one another, it was always the best thing in the world to Sora. From holding hands, to hugging, to kissing, to more. Sora loved it all.

When Riku bottomed though...

Something is off with Riku whenever he is on the receiving end of Sora's love. Sora doesn't know why and is determined to get to the "bottom" of it.

TFW you are just south of 40 and writing fanfics about teen yaoi.

The tags specify that Riku and Sora are in their 20s in this fic. But no one reading is going to imagine them that way. They'll just see them like they are in the games because that's how people know them best. Aging up underage characters to make the sex scenes "acceptable" is still creepy Pixy.

 

[Phouquehead]

She finally did the unthinkable. She stuck it to Debbie and changed her Facebook name. How stunning and brave.


I think the real reason she took so long to do this was less out of fear of pissing her family off and more because she wanted to settle on a new last name too. An IG post from a little while ago shows her "brainwashing" (that's what she actually wrote lol) her new full name.

"Winters" is surprisingly one of the least cringe out of all these names so she did something right for once. I don't think she has any intention on getting her name legally changed though, just like she's never going to bother to seriously pursue hormones and surgery, since she specifically states this is her new "artist name."

 

[Dysnomia]

I think the real reason she took so long to do this was less out of fear of pissing her family off and more because she wanted to settle on a new last name too. An IG post from a little while ago shows her "brainwashing" (that's what she actually wrote lol) her new full name.

I think you mean "brainstorming" there Pixy.

I'm astounded she didn't pick Ashton Roxas. That was a good move on her part. Maybe she's a little more self aware than we though. She gets automatic bonus points for not picking King or Spence as they would be prime pooner. At least she's not another Aiden.

I'm sure Debbie is gonna give her an earfull. But it's pretty brave to change it in the first place. Someone's gotta stand up to Debbie sometime.

 

[VinegarPussy]

“My urgency, my dick.” Time for new profile tag!

 

[Vampirella]

We could have gotten Ashton Heartless.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Everyone knows the best choice was "Ashton Dandy."

 

[toilet_rainbow]

I don't know if I like "Ashton Catton" or "Ashton Egg" more in that insanity driven chickenscratch.

 

[Dysnomia]

I don't know if I like "Ashton Catton" or "Ashton Egg" more in that insanity driven chickenscratch.

The whole list reads like a teen going "What should I call my self insert OC?". I noticed "Heartless" is starred. That must have been a prime candidate at some point. The fact that there are no Japanese names on there is at least progress. Then again she's moved on from thinking she's Japanese to believing that a penis resides in her stomach and it's urgent.

 

[LonesomeDud]

If I were a pooner, I'd call myself Aiden Danger. Pixie can have that one for free!