TW // Grooming
So okay, we have 2 Forsaken higher ups in this, a mod, and someone not on the team. I won’t say any names, as the situation is over and again i REALLY don’t want it to be a public spectacle for my own privacy.
But basically, these 4 had been falsely accusing a close friend of mine of GROOMING me. I had told the non forsaken person and HIGHER UP A about some stuff me and said Grooming accused individual did. And they told HIGHER UP B and moderator.
These 4 tried pushing the idea that Accused person was grooming me to ME AND THEM. BUT.. during all this HIGHER UP B who accused my buddy of grooming me was GENUINELY playing video games and vcing with them EVERYDAY during all this
Im like 50% sure they were still tryna bag my buddy who was interested in ME at the time, while also calling them a groomer at the same time?You cant have both pal. But yeah that was always weird to me. So basically it felt like what was pressuring me into cutting them off.
and one day the non forsaken team person cut me off over it, and that sent ME into a breakdown where i spilled a bunch of personal stuff me and ACCUSED prsn did out of desperation for keeping those close to me as i have a really hard time with people close to me leaving.
It turns out all FOUR of them were gonna try distancing from me if I didn’t cut them off. The NON FSAKEN person wanted me to go.. public about this? So I hope you’re fucking happy. During ALL this, I felt super fucking angry.
i genuinely felt like MY privacy was being invaded by those 4. An impulsive idea popped into my head. To leak something legal related with Forsaken that HIGHER UP A had told me that they WERENT supposed to! I didn’t act on it.
But I told this impulsive idea to the NON FSAKN member and HIGHER UP B. THEY BOTH ENCOURAGED IT?MORE IMPORTANTLY HIGHER UP B DID? This led to that ONE tweet. Which I’m sorry about. It was done out of anger and impulse. BUT WHY WOULD ONE OF THE HIGHER UPS WANT ME TO DO THAT?
BTW… this thing genuinely has the possibility to give SOUL THE GAME BACK. SO many people would lose their fucking jobs??? It would be COMPLETELY FUCKED UP if I did that. That’s why I didn’t. It would genuinely be one of the worst things I ever would’ve done.
I would’ve never forgiven myself. In the end, I was forced to cut off someone genuinely closest to me. I’ve been isolated from everyone the last 2 months and this was the one person i genuinely could hold tight and never feel alone.
After this, the NON FSAKEN person “needed some space.” And NONE of the other 3 have came to check up on my deteriorating mental state
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I ask that please no one ask for who was involved. The situation is over now. Id like to keep that please. I’m sorry I held out in you all.
I hold nothing against higher up A. They were the only one who I felt had genuine concern and care.
Please don’t rope the ENTIRE forsaken team as bad people. 95% of them more than likely knew NOTHING about this. There are some genuine sweet and fantastic people on that team. Please don’t generalize them as 1 entity because of this.
if any messages get leaked please know that I was not in the right or healthy mental space AT ALL during ANY of this entire situation. I’m sorry if I’ve been aggressive. I’ve said a lot of things I dont mean and out of impulse during the situation .
for the record me and the accused individual had participated in certain sexual acts with each other. That is why the 4 were concerned.
The accused person is 2 and a half years older than me. But I do not think they groomed me at ALL whatsoever. That’s all I’ll say.
it has so much potential
